It seems like it is another day ... another day where things don't go right and the world feels like it is closing in or crashing down.
And what starts it all? Something at work? A small comment someone makes that is taken out of context or something you say that is taken out of context and leads to you thinking ... is that what they really think of me? Something not going right? Machinery that doesn't work? Money troubles?
Could it be all of the above or one that aggravates the others?
Being honest about how crap you feel doesn't seem to help - in fact, you just seem to spread the depression like a dark cloud that leaves no trace of light. Not being enthusiastic when you feel none, not being "raaraa" when you don't feel the "sisboomba". You try be happy, try cheer yourself up... and it doesn't work. So now what? You continue the sadness and get told that you are making the other person depressed or you tell the other person you don't feel like talking anymore and get accused of being rude... catch 22.
Oh well... life goes on... whether crap or good.
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